Times are tough

With so many people losing their jobs or need a second job to survive, are taking odd jobs of all sorts.I personally have been a soccer referee for about three years now. At first there were sufficient amount of games due to the number of registered or non registered referee's. Now the number of games assigned have reduced due to the increase  in the number of referees. The level of need to constantly improve and move up in ranks is more apparent. People are doing more to hold on to their jobs.

How certain things happen for certain reasons

Ever wonder why things happen in the sequences of certain  patterns in your life ?

How forgiving so much evil is helping me

For years every time I thought about how much pain and filth was created by my so called friend, by an old evil man, by their colleagues, and the fact that I got more involved in drug use due to not knowing what was happening to my life, it lit up up fumes within inside of me. The more these people were around the stranger things became, the more drinking and drug use became. Now I understand the facts of their intentions of human destruction through meticulous planning (constant visual surveillance)insuring one of their investments, being me.


These people believe in nothing but greed and power. Their actions and way of life speak for themselves. Regardless of how much money they stole ( extorted), how much of my life they broad-casted, what offers were made, how much pleasure I created for their empty souls, the amount of entertainment that kept their so called highly intellectual thought process occupied, means nothing to me. Through the Word of God I am learning to forgive and realize my weaknesses are creating strengths. It has never been about how good they are but what  and howGod has chosen to direct my path. Through forgiveness I can live a better life

Technology can and is being used for invasion of privacy

In many destructive purposes. Someone like me who has many weaknesses when it comes to today's technology advancements becomes prime targets for people who are out to inflict pain in all sorts of avenues. For only a few dollars anyone can place a software program or a sim card and watch and listen to every thing you do, all the time.
I know that because I could see, read and watch my own life on the Internet. Every thing people do eventually leaves behind track marks or evidence.
The amazing thing is people could do whatever they want and believe that they superior to others by creating as many secrets as they want. But, there is Jesus Christ that does know every thing.

People that I know very well, have no fear of God

Friends, business partners, colleagues of mine, some respected by society some the odor of their filth trails them every where they exist, have found ways through people's trust, advancements in technology and the absolute absence of fear of God to manipulate, corrupt, extort money,  perform scams at all costs. How I know that is because I lived through experiences associated with such people. The absence of God in their lives was taking a toll on my life as well as others around me.
The one thing that did save me from such evil was my faith in Jesus Christ. The so called friend told me God was trying to tell me something, after they had placed pages of the Bible in front of my office for a three month period. The so called scientist ( they will come together in the story ) would tell me that he did not believe in God but was a member of  The Latter Day Saints ( He finds his victims from going door to door ).
Their method was to use the Bible and my faith to transition from the scam my friend performing with fraudulent mortgages and other things to a con-artist with a sad story and great potentials. These people even have used their grand-daughters to full fill their agenda. Every thing is documented through actual evidence. Imagine their judgement day.

Since prayers have been removed from schools

Ever since prayer was removed from schools in 1962, the public has morals have declined on a  large scale. Crimes have increased, teenage sex, pregnancy among teenagers has increased by large folds, U.S. has the largest prison population in the world, divorce rates at all time high, and the ironic thing is that all were put in motion by law. ACLU, which could easily stand for Anti-Christian Legal Union, was founded in 1920. Since it's birth ACLU has been associated with Communism which translates to Atheism ( what an ugly word ). And the public keeps electing lawyers as politicians and leaders.
The reading and understanding the Bible helps to understand how events will take place. The difference with the Word of God and everything else is that the Word of God were written about six thousand years ago and it has all been true.
How do these well known Atheist,  Mao Tse-tung, Stalin, Lenin, Mussolini stack up against humanity and contributions to society? These things have been written thousands of years ago.

How tests in life strengthen faith

As my life started taking a turn for the worse, physically, financially, mentally socially, I felt down and close to being defeated by the people who set me up to fail, by the people who recorded my life inside my office, on my cell phone and everything I did in my life. These people used the Bible to manipulate my decisions. You will read and find out in detail. The harder I fell the more strength I have gained through reading and living a life associated with the teachings of the Lord.

Priorities shift

The more I read, listen and talk about the Word of God, the more I realize how materials, man made products, desires of flesh influence one's mind. By spending time thinking and wanting things are out of reach, whether being another person, money, or any materials, caused me to create  a priorities list that recategorized my life from normal to chaotic.
My way of thinking completely changed. The more I wanted, the more I got  the more lost I became. I got surrounded by all types of people who had nothing but evil carved into their souls. It seemed that I was living a life that was what I thought I was searching for and more.

How faith and health have come together for me

Up until three or four years ago, I was at my lowest stages in life. Once I became weak to fleshly temptations, I drifted far from living a somewhat more purified life style. For years was involved in organized sports, was active amongst friends with different sporting events, all around much  healthier and happier. Once I let my guards down and let friends take advantage of my weaknesses. Now I realize how living a life with the teachings of the Word of God, is a blessing. So I asked my self, why would I not want to be living a healthier life? So for the past three years or so I have been refereeing soccer matches from youth to adult men's open leagues. It is a blessing that I can officiate three, four at times five games in one day, depending on them being tournaments or league games.
I can truly say that my faith in God, in reading the Bible, learning what Christ Jesus was here to teach, is making me a much healthier person spiritually, mentally, physically.
I would not have the will power to do it on my own. Thank The Lord for all the blessings.

Must have a clean heart

I used to have hate towards a so called friend for bringing me into so much evil. He introduced me to greed, he introduced me as a project to his hedge fund colleagues, he brought a white haired scientist into my life, once his production had been exposed. That is when new production of my life began. I will elaborate later on. Once the whole scam was unravelled and I bought time for safety, I had a lot of animosity towards my so called friend and the old man and his wife. I used to look at how much money they had stolen ( have documents to prove ), I used to get really angry.
But the more teachings of Christ Jesus that I read the more forgiving I am becoming. I have forgiven most and working on the last one. If i had studied the Word of God, His way of Life, His Teachings I would not have allowed such evil and filth penetrate my life or affect any loved ones. The more I surround my self the more I realize this is what God had planned for my life. I had to endure pain but I learned. Only God, is the answer to a clean life, a clean heart.

God is really testing my faith

Since a portion of my life was recorded, broadcast and shared on the Internet by such people who represent an evil underground world, since a large portion of my finances were strategically calculated for and stolen from me, since my life was threatened by these people for finding out who was behind such acts, since having worked at various odd jobs and having to interact with potential clients who were nothing but con artists representing theses identities in order to shatter my confidence,. All calculations to break me down mentally, emotionally, to have my family members lose faith in my character, to create distance between my family and friends, to humiliate me by being one step ahead of me ( watching and recording ), to lead me to disaster has only lead me closer to God. It has helped to read, study, understand, believe, and talk about in the teaching of my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. These people forgot to calculate the powers of Jesus Christ.
I have taken enormous amounts of precautions to guarantee the exposure of these identities in case anything ever happens to anyone close to me. The instructions and distribution of evidence is solely based on safety.
Always believe in Christ, no matter how rough things get.

Self satisfaction leads to disastrous life experiences

The better I thought I felt, the type of people I surrounded my self with, the choices of  self satisfactions and fulfillments, the daily lies that became the norm of my life, the greed that was disguised with the association of people who lived for evil but dressed for respect, the excuses I made to distant my self from my family, from the Words of God, the time that was wasted and will never come back was created by what I thought were good times.
Although that time will never come back, it has helped me understand what mistakes are. It has helped me learn how to distinguish how bad decisions lead to doors opening to the devil's ambitions and goals. The learning process of  God's teachings are the only way to understand how to fulfill one's purpose in life. The Words of God describe in detail why things happen and how to reach your full potential.